Sunrise, sunset.

Wow! Five in the morning is really early to wake up when you go to bed at 3am. On the road at five thirty this morning to take Laurie to the airport. It was still dark and we got to watch the sunrise. After dropping Laurie off, Mel and I decided to grub at Denny's and then head to the galleria to shop. We spent litterally five hours wandering around and getting lost. But I had a really fantastic time. We did a lot of window shopping including a sparkely peek into Tiffanys. A bite to eat and we were finally headed home...and caught the sunset on the way home, b e a utiful.
Finally i am home and utterly exhausted with only two hours of sleep and a crap ton of coffee in me. When the caffiene wears off I am out for the night. Ta ta.

The girls and I are headed to houston on sunday...Miss Laurie is on a plane to Mexico for a couple of days and Then Mel and I will run around Houston or Galveston doing whatever our hearts may desire. That is all.

Last night was very weird. That is all i have to say about that.

There are 1000 things that i wish i could say right here right now. But i just cant. I had a really long talk with my roomate tonight about where i need to be in life emotionally right now and why I need to stop blaming myself for things that obviously are not my fault. I think I know what to do. And she fully supports me. And yet i dont know where any of my decisions will lead me but that is the way it is. I am tired of being stagnent and bottled up. Which is what i have been for a very long time, and i need to let go of a lot of fears and resentments before I can move forward. But, in a way, that sounds like taking a leap off a mountain and not knowing whether or not my parachute will open. I know that is the way i used to and should continue to live so here goes. I hope.

The story really saddens,

unfortunatly the story takes a turn for the worse, and this really makes me sad.

(http://www.news8austin.com/content/top_stories/default.asp?ArID=155435)

I had an interesting and enjoyable afternoon. I was supposed to meet Laurie at Polvos for margaritas and upon arriving we witnessed a house in flames being put out by the AFD. All while standing and gawking from the roof of Polvos. We then decided to head to Guerros, being that neither one of us had been there. I had two margaritas that were exactly what i wanted, lime juice, tequila, and triple sec, no nastly sweet and sour to ruin the taste. The conversation was great, bullshit, some real issues and tons of stuff that didnt matter. All in all a really great happy hour. And to top it off, we saw Luke Wilson walk into the place as well.

hmmmm

Wow! I really hadn't realized that it had been so long since I last posted until I was told. Hmmm. Well I am finally enjoying a night in ALONE, My roomate is out of town. I am listening to music, loudly, and cleaning. Getting organized is always a great feeling for me. I need to call Cedra and get into a study here very soon. And I am almost and I repeat, almost caught up on the bills. The tickets are paid off and I dont have to do anymore Def Driving, at least for awhile. I have been having a great time lately, lots has gone on. Spoon was FREAKIN AMAZING last night, it made me so happy. I enjoyed a couple beers afterwards with John while he summed me up in a nutshell. I still havent figured it all out. But for the most part I am doing really well. Mwah.