Monday, October 12, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Maybe i need to meditate.
my mind is constantly full of nonsense thoughts that need to exit out the side door.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Sunday, August 09, 2009
it's late...3 more days!!!!
my bob dylan cd will not burn onto my laptop...grrrrr. My boyfriend is absurdly sunburned ;-( poor guy...sunburns really suck. I have no idea why, at 1am, i am not even remotely tired. It is about time to MAKE myself go to bed >:-( grrrr.
But on the sunny side of life(sorry boyfriend) 3 more days till the big trip yippeee!!!!
The other day my sister asked me why i am always saving for vacations...i didnt know what to say except "what else is there to save for?"
But on the sunny side of life(sorry boyfriend) 3 more days till the big trip yippeee!!!!
The other day my sister asked me why i am always saving for vacations...i didnt know what to say except "what else is there to save for?"
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
Things i need to practice harder at...
Practice Gratitude when you feel good and when you feel unfulfilled
Clear the Path, let go of relationships, things and habits that aren't serving growth
Observe without attachment or taking things personally
Let go of the "story" and the expected 'outcome' of everything (being selective here doesn't work)
Tell the truth
Notice the dance between your faith and your action
Recognize the information within and around you
Align with Integrity
Channel Creativity
Love Completely from whatever distance is appropriate
Clear the Path, let go of relationships, things and habits that aren't serving growth
Observe without attachment or taking things personally
Let go of the "story" and the expected 'outcome' of everything (being selective here doesn't work)
Tell the truth
Notice the dance between your faith and your action
Recognize the information within and around you
Align with Integrity
Channel Creativity
Love Completely from whatever distance is appropriate
Saturday, July 25, 2009
I AM a woman.
Without super powers or surgery i have no way of changing this... Often i try...i do try...i really try...but in the end i AM, well, I am just, Deep down, just me...me. My feelings get hurt, i over analyze(and try to under analyze to make up for it). I THINK about everything way too much...I TALK...all the time...I listen because i care ...I try to work out everything OUTLOUD!
I cry, I pout, I...am, well, a woman...something I take a great deal of pride in, actually...simply because...I AM A WOMAN...I feel, I feel too much, I love, love too much, i see, I see too much...I talk, I talk way too much. This is...is...ME. I am the person i am, And simply because i choose to be..........me. I could try even harder to be less of who i am but the truth is....why not Talk too much, feel too much, love too much, think too much, analyze too much....why not?...just live as much as you can, Live as much as you are allowed? I see no reason to be less of the person i have grown to be.
I cry, I pout, I...am, well, a woman...something I take a great deal of pride in, actually...simply because...I AM A WOMAN...I feel, I feel too much, I love, love too much, i see, I see too much...I talk, I talk way too much. This is...is...ME. I am the person i am, And simply because i choose to be..........me. I could try even harder to be less of who i am but the truth is....why not Talk too much, feel too much, love too much, think too much, analyze too much....why not?...just live as much as you can, Live as much as you are allowed? I see no reason to be less of the person i have grown to be.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Away We Go
tonight...8pm.
I'll tell you about it later.
Loved it, loved it, loved it (enough to see it again)did i mention that i loved it...dave eggers and Vendela Vida you rock.
I'll tell you about it later.
Loved it, loved it, loved it (enough to see it again)did i mention that i loved it...dave eggers and Vendela Vida you rock.
Is this my Answer?
Horoscope Capricorn-
Sure, you have a lot of decisions to make right now -- but don't think that you have to spend the same amount of time making each one! Prioritize and act more quickly than you usually do. Don't waste too much time mulling things over. Your gut is going to help you make the right choices, so use it. Too much research and deliberation will paralyze you. Act without really knowing what outcome will be, and things will be most favorable for you.
Sure, you have a lot of decisions to make right now -- but don't think that you have to spend the same amount of time making each one! Prioritize and act more quickly than you usually do. Don't waste too much time mulling things over. Your gut is going to help you make the right choices, so use it. Too much research and deliberation will paralyze you. Act without really knowing what outcome will be, and things will be most favorable for you.
Friday, July 17, 2009
something has got to give
I feel as if life as i know it right now needs some remodeling.
And i don't mean the go out and by a new outfit or a cool lamp kind of remodeling.
I am chewing on the idea of going back to school and getting another degree.
But mainly what i want is some change in my everyday life...i am verging on being dog tired. I am not unhappy, on the contrary, i am very happy with most of my world currently. But, I need to acquire a new position in life. I require some bearing, focus, intent, I am simply adrift at the moment and i am growing weary. I don't know if what I NEED is a new job but i am feeling that the scale is tipping in that direction. So it seems i need to sit down or stand up and figure out exactly what all of this means and DO something about it!
And i don't mean the go out and by a new outfit or a cool lamp kind of remodeling.
I am chewing on the idea of going back to school and getting another degree.
But mainly what i want is some change in my everyday life...i am verging on being dog tired. I am not unhappy, on the contrary, i am very happy with most of my world currently. But, I need to acquire a new position in life. I require some bearing, focus, intent, I am simply adrift at the moment and i am growing weary. I don't know if what I NEED is a new job but i am feeling that the scale is tipping in that direction. So it seems i need to sit down or stand up and figure out exactly what all of this means and DO something about it!
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Saturday, July 11, 2009
My House This lovely saturday...
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
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